Split mind.

Three years ago, I come to the Republic of Korea in Seoul and now studying in a school and university students in the defection.
I am at least until university life even more difficult life in Korea thought.
Hanawon for the first time to come out and filled with hope, but it quickly disappeared as the sparkling comet.

But I am a vocational school also attending another company soon employed even as I'm smart enough well-thought, and more salary received more than others do great I consider, but it is too proud, thinking thoughts that I had and learned the job go, then after one year was.

I have struggled every day so that really was right, I keep going to win as many times a day, was mottled.
But just in too big an employer was leaving.
The development of good environment and good for my future job was But somehow, I was increasingly difficult to sustain day to day has been tough.
Among other things anjotatda health.
I thought that you could be a occupational again decided to explore careers.
So I was wondering what to do until then a lot of thought about college admissions.That I am going to school was a little hesitant is that I'm old enough mandaneungeot.
But I think a lot of things on one end and decided to away to university.
School careers, rather than too much fun, it was not easy.
First, the good thing is I like me, having been in meeting North Koreans.
Frankly, I North Koreans, yet I have not seen him much, much the same North Koreans.
Seven years hiding in China, I'll settle for that faithful North Koreans concealed or height did not meet up with North Koreans.
South Korea came to a close, with the exception of a few people did not have nearly as many chances.
Although it did not have many chances to meet them well, I really did not need North Koreans'm going to correct.
But my college life patterns such pesoejeokin progressed verify.
defection campus, the students were pretty much not want to see her again if I keep meeting and came to meet the exchange of information has become the pretty. Over time, more and more students are defection of I without you or that you have a warm heart felt and enthusiasm of my selfish, selfish heart could not not be ashamed.
Of others to the pain the pain for them as self-study and also here to help each other equally, and students in South Korea, I was surprised.

I am a timid ever to escape from my life, met lots of new friends, have a new heart and decided shall work hard university life.
Also occurred to me that one of the largest gifts were from winter break.
"People for Successful COrean REunification" organizations were sent to her teacher will be free one day.
I've applied for English and blow hard to save a teacher casually knew you'd blow right before the teacher looks like.
I blew hard over the break in the teachers' efforts to learn English and improve my skills even more was the doe. I have received from them the impression that your mind was divided.
Cold, the wind or, bigaoh or even harder without breaking the time they promised me come a long way from home had taken the Fifth Amendment, teach.
Still thinking of me, that stuck in my fence me they really were beautiful.
In Korea, such as those with very many people.
TV on the news is bad news are coming from it, but beautiful, warm stories, it's a hidden, unseen that is Korea.
Little more than one year in university life than most people I've met over the past few years to meet more people have become friendly. Open your mind to new things, I challenge the more beautiful when it was discovered that I was coming.
I received this in mind that the land north of me, give it a really family time?
Campus later today to launch a line draw a bright comet in the sky to disappear crossed wish I wished to see.

18 March 2009

                    so-yeon, Jang